A Day of Disapointment
Ronnie
Yes ... this is how I feel ... waiting ... waiting ... waiting ... yet no response ... no response from you.
You know who you are. You who have teased me ... taunted me with false hopes ... dreams that will remain just that ... broken dreams ... my heart is heavy ... but this too shall pass ... but it will never be forgotten ... oh no ... with important lessons once again revisited ... lessons I have learned so many times before ... lessons I know so well ... and yet have never learned these lesson at all.
"Step away ... Step away" the lesson teaches.
But I can not step away as I am blinded by this enchanting hope of false dreams that waves it beautiful face in front of me. Maybe one day I can ... maybe one day I will find the courage. Who knows, maybe even this time?
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broken dreams
June 2008 
How brave to share your feelings, what courage…I honor your process!
Thanks Kimberly … appreciate your feedback. I guess because I am a very sensitive man and sometimes as my deep emotional caverns begin to overflow … the overflow soon turns into words … words begin to quickly flow into my thoughts … and do not stop and won't let go … and the only thing I can do to relieve the pressure is begin to write.
And I imagine in my mind that as I write these true heart felt feelings, I am like a painter at his easel … and the words I use are my colors … and I begin to paint my thoughts with words. This “process” as you refer to it, has been my salivation for the past 30 years.
Perhaps I will share some of my writings from the past on my GAIA blog … but probably no one will read them but it might be fun. I would love to team up with an artist or two and/or a photographer or two who can capture the emotion of my many writings in complementing pictures.
Again Thanks Kimberly.