Lonely is What Lonely Does

Lonely is What Lonely Does

Is Lonely a choice? For me, Lonely sometimes is good … and sometimes Lonely is a deep feeling of sadness.

Today I feel Lonely again … and I know this time it is my choice. I just don’t like it … but what can I do?  Perhaps today I will choose something different.

The crazy thing is, I don’t even know what my choices are … so how can I choose.

I always thought I was open to new possibilities … possibilities of what I don’t know … open to unknown choices that are waiting for me to say “hello” to … choices that are waiting to embrace me.

But will my ego allow me to venture out in these new uncharted waters … will that little man inside my head try to talk me out of it … my precious ego, keeper of my soul. 

Perhaps today I will be brave enough to take back this guardianship of my soul once and for all … and offer myself the freedom to explore new possibilities of what Lonely is … and what Lonely is not.

And perhaps I will even discover the realm of allowing myself to be loved for who I am … and not be Lonely anymore.