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August 2009 
Lonely is What Lonely Does
Ronnie
Lonely is What Lonely Does
Is Lonely a choice? For me, Lonely sometimes is good … and sometimes Lonely is a deep feeling of sadness.
Today I feel Lonely again … and I know this time it is my choice. I just don’t like it … but what can I do? Perhaps today I will choose something different.
The crazy thing is, I don’t even know what my choices are … so how can I choose.
I always thought I was open to new possibilities … possibilities of what I don’t know … open to unknown choices that are waiting for me to say “hello” to … choices that are waiting to embrace me.
But will my ego allow me to venture out in these new uncharted waters … will that little man inside my head try to talk me out of it … my precious ego, keeper of my soul.
Perhaps today I will be brave enough to take back this guardianship of my soul once and for all … and offer myself the freedom to explore new possibilities of what Lonely is … and what Lonely is not.
And perhaps I will even discover the realm of allowing myself to be loved for who I am … and not be Lonely anymore.
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Oh, you are a brave soul….thank you for sharing….I love getting pieces of your beautiful being. I know of this place you talk about…and all its phases.
Most of my life I loved being alone, didn't find myself in the Lonely space…and now over the past few years it creeps in and goes to my core.
I embrace you with love and hope in some small way it moves you from this lonely place. who knows, you wrote this so long ago, you may be way beyond..
kimmergy